Journaling for clarity

How do I feel about having a baby? Do I want it deep down? Do I feel clear that now is not the time and that I can be responsible enough to practice natural birth control to prevent getting pregnant?

How does my partner feel? Have we talked about it, should we talk about it? Am I making assumptions about where my partner is at with all this? Am I afraid to talk about it? If so why? Can I find the courage to talk about it openly?

My declaration to the Universe is….